Perhaps I didn’t know my love for you. It went all the way deep down. I try to make it up to me, but then I didn’t realize how much I was losing myself when it came to you. Showing me that I need it myself more you wanted love a love I can’t give, it blow my mind accepting that I need it to let you go, so I can save myself. It blow my mind that I know I have to see you with someone else.
It blow my mind that one day I will be crying on the corner for losing you. But then I know it blow mind that if I don’t do it. I will lose myself I don’t want the love from you yet. it came in the wrong time. It blow mind to realize my act my actions towards you. It blow my mind to see that it wasn’t on my hands it was destiny.
myself, a journey & poetry 